What Do *I* Want?

I'm pretty tired tonight.  The insomnia from the last two nights, coupled with four hours in the sun at the lake with the kids today, has finally caught up to me.  I passed up dinner with the girls at one of my all-time favorite restaurants that's how tired I am.  But I digress...

I was posed a very thought-provoking question earlier this evening:

What do I want?  As an individual, and as a professional, what do I want?

I will be chewing on this for a while now.  I promise to report back when I get closer to the answer.